Except I don't want her damn child. The only person who didn't get a tauping choice in the matter was me.

I have to go back for a lot of reasons, but that - that is the one which makes me angry. I'm not selfish, but it would have been nice to be able to have the one choice in life I was actually promised.

And I used to think my dad was a good man - in the main, I still do, but I can't help but resent him for this.