[He was a little nervous. Jane made him nervous in all sorts of ways usually, but he'd got relaxed and used to it of late. And now it was coming back to him and he didn't really want to be used to it any more. Not that he knew he could never be so relaxed at home. Now being relaxed with her just made him ache a little.

But he wanted to see her. He wanted this to be okay. So he knocked on her door, more than a little nervously.]