If you can't see why I am afraid of her from all that I have wrote, then you can go away now. Maybe I am a coward.
I also hasten to add that I did not mention anyone's name. I did not filter this away from her. It is unfortunate she wasn't present, but it was not hidden from her. There was no malicious intent. If I wanted to discredit her behind her back, I could have. Easily. I'd have filtered things away from her, I'd have tried to convince the other doctors she was bad at her job, and the other wardens that she was an awful person. I could have done all sorts of things. But I didn't.
But you are blaming me for being a coward. When I am genuinely afraid of doctors.
I will not apologise. I will not be made to feel guilty for my fear.
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Date: 2011-08-28 08:56 pm (UTC)I also hasten to add that I did not mention anyone's name. I did not filter this away from her. It is unfortunate she wasn't present, but it was not hidden from her. There was no malicious intent. If I wanted to discredit her behind her back, I could have. Easily. I'd have filtered things away from her, I'd have tried to convince the other doctors she was bad at her job, and the other wardens that she was an awful person. I could have done all sorts of things. But I didn't.
But you are blaming me for being a coward. When I am genuinely afraid of doctors.
I will not apologise. I will not be made to feel guilty for my fear.